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Anonymous asked:

hey bestie!! i Can only hOpe you’Re doing good. what’s somethiNg you’ve had on your Mind lately? personally, i’ve been Under a lot of stress with school and work (i got my First job recently!), but other than that im doing pretty good. on another note, are you excited For eras tour to start!!? i’m so pumped and excIted to see taylor and meet people at my show in tampa. see you sooN!

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There’s a lot on my mind beCause just a lot going on at the moment and I’m also stressed I don’t actually Have tickets and I don’t know if I’ll bE able to pull it off so that’s ehhh hard to think about but yEah anyways I hope thingS work out to watch/follow the tour on here like I cannot bElieve it’s starting so soon!!!!

i wanted to edit the pic and make it have a speech bubble for your ask but stupid Tumblr updated and won't let me and oh well i guess yes mail Mar 4

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so today i broke down and fully cried over realizing the reality that i probably won't be able to go see Taylor on this tour and i felt so stupid for it like crying over not getting to see a concert seems so trivial and i mean so many reasons but like and like i don't cry much anymore like I've been through and am in so much pain and horrible stuff constantly and so much stress and trauma but I've built up strength to not cry over those things like if i did I'd just be crying nonstop so i channel my emotions into trying to solve the problems and like still I'm so unbelievably stressed but like also as an empath i feel everything really deeply but usually lately the things that make me cry are more like sweet animal rescue videos acts of kindness touching stories or really deeply inspirational or relatable things in books etc but so like I'm like mad at myself for crying over this but i checked the stubhub like prices for what tix are going for and it's fucking over 500 a pop for nosebleeds i just it's infuriating the scalping and how many hard core fans are unable to go bc of that but rich ppl who aren't really fans i just. 1000 bucks for 300 level is just no I'm sorry that's not ever gonna happen and i just i really thought I'd just find tickets over time closer to the event like that's how I've done several concerts but then i looked and saw that and I'm like oh my god and that's before fees and then there's the gas to get there the repairs that need to be done to the car to get there all the other fees involved and in realizing oh my god like I've been overconfident and now i don't see a way and I'm so sad and i just broke down its i know iy seems stupid but first this feels like something that might not happen again anytime soon if ever the way the world is going out could be last chance and rep tour was the first time I'd been able to see Taylor to begin with and the experience was SO amazing it's like the one thing i looked forward to this year that lifted me up in really dark times and again i feel shitty when there's so many fans who never get to see her international too i just. I'm sorry I'm just like this breaks my heart on levels and like i hate how money dictates everything i hate that i went to eds last tour tickets in the same venue were 30 DOLLARS and even the Taylor ones i think were like 75 and now it's so high bc only scalping it's so fucked up and like I'm already in a really bad hole money wise bc of an emergency issue that happened and I've got some scary medical things going on waiting on tests and having trouble with rent and food and gas so like i can't even try to be like. you know? like justify trying to save up that much even when i got all this i just.